"You Will Be Missed"

The night begins just as every other,

A gathering of friends...But there's another...

This night came along just as expected,

But "When I saw her face, my heart left this place..."

To another place, another time,

Where nothing is real but all in my mind,

She brought me back with the sound of her voice,

The softest sound but an echoing choice,

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The choice to engage not stand alone,

To be by my side and feel at home,

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The hours pass as we share our lives,

Growing closer together with no need for lies,

After all, we're stranger to the world,

What harm could come from our lives unfurled,

The night comes to an end, time to say goodbye,

Hesitation lingers as we both sigh,

The moment of truth it's come to this,

Do we hug goodbye or will we kiss,

I pull her close in my embrace,

Ready now to leave this place,

I whisper in her ear "You will be missed",

As we take our first and last kiss.

May 6th 2010

"Im Not Enough"

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She fights for everything she’s got,

And everything she never thought she’d have,

This time she’d rather give it up,

Then give in to what she wants instead,

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The last time has come and gone away,

Now she’s left with nothing left to say,

The tears she cries are better left alone,

Then wiped away, hidden and unknown,

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The pain she had, is now just memories,

Of a time and place that she can barely see,

Hope is now in sight for the girl I used to know,

She finally be where she will call her home,

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I hope she finds a man who will love her like I do,

And make it last, do all I couldn’t do,

She needs the best in life that’s all that she deserves,

To have a love like mine but one that doesn’t hurt,

September 15th 2009

"You're The One For Me"

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There's elegance in your smile,

There's grace within your eyes,

You bring me to my knees,

Then I begin to fly,

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With clouds beneath my feet,

And stars up over head,

I run inside my mind,

All the things you've said,

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The things that made me laugh,

The times you made me smile,

You'll linger in my mind,

If only for awhile,

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In time I'll hold you close,

And rub your hands to keep them warm,

We'll lie out in the night,

To watch a nearby storm,

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I'll whisper in your ear,

You're beautiful to me,

I look into your eyes,

And grace is what I see,

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I know this night will end,

Another day will come,

With you I'll always be,

Until my days are done,

February 20th 2008

"Always You"

Charli....

I may not get to see you as often as I like,

I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night,

But deep in my heart I can truly see,

This isn’t how our lives have to be,

We can be together for as long as we wish,

We'll go anywhere and do anything, just take your pick,

Theres only one woman I want it my heart,

Its always been you, right from the start,

February 17th 2008

"Moving Forward"

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Do you want to be just another face in the crowed,

Do you feel like all your dreams came crashing to the ground,

When all is lost, and all your dreams have gone away,

You'll turn your head and find that I have stayed the same,

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Did you used to feel like you were flying through the clouds,

Running to a place that never could be found,

You'll tuck your fears away and hide them in the dark,

Wondering when its time, to tear them all apart,

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You don't know why you feel this pain inside of you,

But when you hide you know its time to start anew,

Break free from all the things that seem to tear you down,

Before you suffocate and find you've hit the ground,

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Take just one step and find it's really not too hard,

To start again with pride and wash away the scars,

In time the memories will all have gone away,

You'll wake up in the dawn to find another day,

August 30th 2007

"A Fresh Start"

Watching clouds drift through sky,
Makes me feel like I can fly,
In dreams I have flown once before,
My feet were swept up off the floor,

It turns out I was not alone,
Just that her face was never shown,
I never knew who made me fly,
Who never once would make me cry,

In her arms I would be safe,
And taken to another place,
Away from all I've come to fear,
Where her voice is all I hear,
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When I awoke to face the day,
I looked around and tried to say,
Is she real or in my mind,
The truth for me was hard to find,

In time I did forget the dream,
At least that's how life made it seem,
I went along with every day,
Did everything the same old way,
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One night out beneath the sky,
I heard a voice behind me cry,
I don't know why I had this dream,
But you were there protecting me,

I turned and said I'd had the same,
And thought my mind was playing games,
I love you and I don't know why,
You never once would make me cry,

Fate brought us here I see that now,
To meet at last and find out how,
To love again and give our hearts,
To take this chance, a fresh new start,

Sometime in 2007

"Second Chance"

Running towards the fading past,

Never finding reason,

All the trees are dead at last,

You found a different season,

You found a time when all was right,

When nothing would go wrong,

You walk through town in dead of night,

And sing the same old song,

This song was not quite like the rest,

It sang of something new,

Someone you had never met,

But would meet sometime soon,

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The past is gone the present here,

Time to face the noon,

You see a girl shed a tear,

And sings the same old tune,

She takes your hand and holds it close,

Never letting go,

She sees in you what she wants most,

And wants to tell you so,

You find that this is what you missed,

With one wrong turn it's gone,

You knew the first time that you kissed,

That she was in your song,

March 8th 2007

"All Things Come In Time"

The sky seems darker then it was before Each night seems longer, as I walk the shore I see my life up in the sky And wonder why it passed me by ~:~ I feel the wind blow, and it sings Your life is not what it would seem It's not as bad as you might think Take a look, try not to blink ~:~ The things to come that you can't see Will make you who you're meant to be You'll meet someone you knew before And with her, walk along the shore ~:~ If this had happened now not then Your life would be over, done, The End January 7th 2007

"Pain Once Was"

I dream of a girl from my past

How long will these feelings last

It seems as though they'll never leave

Never lose there grip of me

These dreams, I feel they kill my soul

Never was I ever whole

I sleep and see your face again

I wake and find this pain and then

You walk into my life and I

Find the pain has gone to die

Friday November 26^th 2006

"Under The Street Light"

Under the street light,

That's where I stand,

Waiting for someone to take my hand,

Darkness all around,

There's no one but me,

Death in the night is all I see,

I shiver in the cold,

And I shiver in fear,

A voice in the distance is all I hear,

It's calling me out,

It's calling my name,

Death to him is only a game,

Will I survive,

Will he leave me alone,

All I want now is just to go home,

There's no one around,

There's no one here,

There's only the sound embracing my fears,

I drop to my knees,

I cry out to the night,

Just leave me be, I'm alone in this fight,

Sometime in 2006

"Gone Forever"

November 3^rd 2006
Current mood: jealous

You live life day to day

Never knew you threw it all away

Never knew just what you had

Or how you made her life so sad

The thing you do that cause her pain

Make her tears fall like the rain

Life as you know it

Is gone forever

Looking back you realize

Now you see life through her eyes

The way she felt the way she cried

The way you made her feel like she had died

She deserves so much more

And there’s still nothing you adore

Everything you once had

Has washed away

You still live life day to day

You still don't know you threw it all away

You still don't know just what you had

Or how you made her life so sad

Now you live life on your own

And now you see how you should have known

That things could not last this way

And now you've gone and thrown it all away

And now you see that

It's gone forever

Everything you once

Has washed away

'Cause life as you know it

Is gone forever